Had I known how stressful it would be to have even a small backyard wedding I would have suggested going to the courthouse and calling done.  My gosh, I've never stressed out so much over anything in my life.  I have discovered I'm completely stupid when it comes to planning a party!  Ignorant to the bone!  I just want to have a good time and enjoy the moment and all I'm doing is fretting and worrying about stuff that doesn't matter.  GET A GRIP!  

The wind has been blowing 60 mph over the weekend so of course I've worried about wind!    Did I forget that I live in Oklahoma....where the wind comes sweeping down the plain?

Then I threw in the possibility of rain. Because of course I expect the drought to be broken with a torrential cloud burst on the 7th of May.


OR.....the temperature will be a blazing 105 some kind of record breaking high temperature for the 7th of May!  


I'm freaking out...........................................I need a Valium!