Friday, September 18, 2009
Well, after another sleepless night and a lot of tears today I finally called my doctor and made an appointment for next week. I'm physically and emotionally drained. I went by to see my oldest brother last night and learned that his cancer has returned. I just feel as if I can never take a deep breath anymore. That anvil is getting closer and closer to landing on my head. I just decided I need to get checked out because I am almost certain I have gone from pre-diabetic to the full-blown version. My diet has been horrific for the past 6 months. I have had 2 fainting spells this week..totally out of the blue for no apparent reason. I just haven't taken time to get myself checked out and I finally decided I have to stop and take care of myself. I'm also tired of hearing myself sound so dismal.....I want to be my happy self again.